I Am Zeus - Chapter 252
Chapter 252: A Wife’s Advice
The familiar air of Olympus tasted like ash.
Zeus sat on his throne, but he didn’t fill it. He felt shrunken, a king carved from worn stone. Below, the great halls were too quiet. The usual echoes of laughter, argument, and clinking nectar were gone, replaced by the hushed tones of those who had seen the end of things and were waiting for it to catch up.
His mind wasn’t in the hall. It was back in the red dust of Hell, watching a single, silent tear trace a path down a face that had conceived of light. He saw it over and over. The plea. The resignation. And then Michael’s cold, final warning.
The Father judges.
A soft rustle of fabric, like leaves turning in a gentle wind, broke his reverie. He didn’t need to look up. Her presence was a cool balm on the feverish chaos in his spirit.
Metis, the first of his wives, the one he had swallowed to keep her wisdom forever inside him, stood beside the throne. She didn’t bow. She never had. She simply stood, her form shimmering with a subtle, knowing light, her eyes holding the deep, patient intelligence of the deep ocean.
She sat on the steps leading to the dais, not looking at him, but at the empty hall. For a long time, she said nothing. The silence between them was an old, comfortable thing, worn smooth by centuries.
“Athena told me,” she said finally. Her voice wasn’t loud, but it filled the silent space, calm and clear. “She’s worried. They all are. They look to the sky now and don’t see home. They see a coming storm.”
Zeus let out a breath he didn’t know he’d been holding. The sound was ragged. “What would you have me tell them? To be brave?”
“I would have you tell me what you are going to do,” she said, turning her head to look at him. Her gaze was direct, without accusation. “Not as a king to his subject. As one soul to another.”
He laughed, a short, ugly sound. “Do? There is nothing to do, Metis. Nothing but wait. I have set watchmen at the gate and given them a hungry dog as an alarm. That is not a plan. It is a stalling tactic.”
He leaned forward, his elbows on his knees, the great king brought low by a burden only he could carry.
“He is… everything. The source. The beginning. Michael was right to pity me. I used a power older than sin to unmake his son, but that power is a drop in the ocean of what He is. How do you fight the concept of ‘I AM’?”
“You don’t,” Metis said simply.
“Then what?” Zeus’s voice was raw with frustration. “We just wait for the light to come and unmade us as I unmade Lucifer? Forgive me if I find that option lacking.”
“There is one path,” Metis said, her voice dropping, becoming more intimate. “The one you are already thinking of. The only one that has a whisper of a chance.”
He looked at her, truly looked at her, and saw she knew. Of course she knew. She was the part of his mind that thought ten steps ahead.
“The chaos,” he whispered, the words feeling like a confession. “The raw stuff I pulled from the void. It’s… inside me now. A part of me. It’s not just lightning and storm anymore. It’s the potential that came before the storm. Before anything.”
He opened his hand, and a tiny knot of swirling, dark energy appeared above his palm. It didn’t crackle or roar. It simply was, a tiny pocket of absolute possibility, drinking the light from the room around it.
“This is the only thing that isn’t of Him. It’s from before. Outside. It’s the only weapon that might be able to… to contest His will.” He closed his fist, snuffing it out. “But it’s a seed. A sapling. What I used on Lucifer was a flicker. To face the Father… I would need to become a forest. I would need to cultivate this, nurture it, let it grow inside me until it’s not just a part of me, but… all of me.”
The implication hung in the air, terrifying and profound. He wouldn’t just be wielding a new power. He would be fundamentally changing what he was. Letting the primordial void reshape the god of lightning.
“That would take ages,” he said, the hopelessness returning. “Centuries. Millennia of focused, solitary cultivation. Time to let this… cancer… or salvation, grow. And we don’t have that. We have days. Weeks, if we are lucky. He will not wait. A father’s wrath is not a patient thing.”
Metis was silent for a long time, watching the space where the chaos had been. The wisdom in her eyes was calculating, weighing impossible odds.
“You think in linear terms,” she said softly. “Like a mortal. One year following another.” She stood and walked to the great archway that looked out over the cloud-draped peaks of Olympus. “But time is a river, and rivers can be dammed. They can be diverted. They can be made to run faster in some places, and slower in others.”
Zeus stared at her back, a faint, impossible hope stirring in his chest. “What are you saying?”
She turned, and her eyes were alight with a fierce, ancient cunning. “You need ages? Then we will steal them.”
“Steal time? From who? From Him?”
“No. From ourselves.” She walked back toward him, her steps purposeful. “There is a place. A fold in reality not even the One God fully watches, because it is a place of nothing. A bubble of pure potential, attached to our world but not part of its flow.”
Understanding dawned on Zeus, cold and shocking. “Tartarus.”
“Not the prison,” Metis said, shaking her head. “Deeper. The quiet place at its very bottom. Where the Titans who birthed the chaos you now hold were forged. The bedrock of our creation. Time there… is clay. It can be shaped.”
“You’re talking about creating a pocket dimension,” Zeus breathed. “A place where I can spend a thousand years, while only a day passes here.”
“It is possible,” Metis nodded. “But the cost…”
“There is always a cost,” Zeus finished for her, his voice grim. “What is it?”
“The energy to create and sustain such a field would be immense. It would require a constant, massive drain on the core of Olympus itself. The mountain would grow cold. The skies would grey. Our people would feel it—a slow leaching of vitality from the world. They would think you are abandoning them, growing weak. They would not understand.”
Zeus looked out at his kingdom. The thought of it fading, of the vibrant light of Olympus dimming because of him, was a physical pain.
“And,” Metis added, her voice gentle but firm, “you would be alone. Truly alone. In that place, with only the chaos for company. Letting it feed on you, change you. There is no guarantee what will walk back out. The Zeus who enters might not be the Zeus who returns.”
The choice was laid bare before him. Stay, and lead his people into a war they couldn’t win, with the power he currently had. Or retreat, and gamble everything on a desperate, solitary quest for power, while his home and family thought he had deserted them in their hour of greatest need.
He saw the faces of his children. Of Ares, who would see it as cowardice. Of Athena, who would see the strategic necessity but mourn the cost. Of Hermes, who would miss his father.
“They will hate me,” he whispered.
“Perhaps,” Metis agreed. “But they will be alive to do so. A living enemy who curses your name is better than a loyal subject who praises your memory at their funeral.”
She came and stood before him, placing a cool hand on his cheek. It was a shock of pure, undiluted clarity.
“This is the burden you chose when you took the throne,” she said. “Not the feasts, not the glory. The hard choices. The choices that break your own heart to save theirs. This is what it means to be a king. And a father.”
Zeus closed his eyes, absorbing the weight of her words. The chaos inside him stirred, not in hunger, but in recognition. It knew the place she spoke of. It was calling him home.
He opened his eyes, and the indecision was gone. Replaced by a grim, weary resolve.
“Make the preparations,” he said, his voice quiet but solid. “Tell Hades and Hephaestus what we need. No one else. Especially not Hera.”
A faint smile touched Metis’s lips. “Some wisdom transcends even consumption.”
He stood up from his throne, feeling older than the mountains. “I will go to Tartarus tonight.”
“What will you tell the others?” Metis asked.
Zeus looked toward the archway, toward the setting sun that painted the clouds in hues of fire and blood.
“I will tell them their king is going to forge a new weapon,” he said. “It will not be a lie.”
He walked past her, his footsteps echoing in the vast, empty hall. He had a kingdom to quietly dismantle, a power to embrace, and a solitude to endure. The war for Heaven had not yet begun, but his first, most terrible battle was already about to start—a battle against time, and against the very nature of what he was.