Fated To Three, Betrayed By All… Until She Rose. - Chapter 148

Chapter 148: Who tf am I?
Chalice.

For the past two days, Louis has been helping by sneaking in food items into my cell, and to repay him, I always had to let him fuck me.

It was a small trade, one that we both benefitted from, or so I thought.

And now, as he plundered into me from behind— something that he’s been doing for the past hour, I began to question if this was indeed a fair trade. If I should really be doing this for something as measly as food.

I couldn’t moan in fear of alerting anyone, and couldn’t even cry out when his movements gradually began to become frantic, maniacal… gosh, he was going so deep… too deep, it made my body spasm violently and made my lower belly hurt so terribly, I felt like I was about to die.

His fingers dug into my hips as he thrust into me like a beast, but just as his cock began to swell inside of me, signifying the beginning of his release, his phone suddenly began to ring.

He stopped, smacked my ass so hard and then picked up the phone. Trying to catch my breath, I listened to his deep stupid voice as he drew out the words; “Hello brother?” and squinted into the dark, trying to understand what was going on, especially since he’d stiffened behind me.

Without warning, he slipped his cock out of my pussy, used his fingers to spread out my outer labia and slammed so deep into me that I couldn’t stop myself from crying out.

He growled; “That’s for losing you again.”

I frowned. “Huh?”

“The Alphas have asked for your release.” He said coldly, “Now, make sure to cover yourself in that filthy water to hide my scent on you before they come for you in a few minutes.” He added, and with that, he pulled away slowly, only to slam back into my vagina until his cock reached my hilt.

Tiny stars danced in my line of vision; but Lou, ever the maniac, didn’t care. He pulled away and walked off, whilst zipping his pants and not sparing another glance at me.

Dazed, I dragged my tired body off the wall and threw myself into a corner of the cold damp cell where it smelled the worst. But I was used to the smell now, I was used to getting my holes destroyed by Louis all for a few pieces of meat and bread.

And I was used to the humiliating words and the insults that he would throw at me whenever he fucked me like his whore.

Closing my eyes, I laid on the wet floor and smiled. I smiled because I would soon be let out.

Smiled because even after finding out about the truth, the triplets still couldn’t live without me.

At the end of the day, Leilani lost and I won… and that was all that mattered.

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Leilani.

For the past few days, I couldn’t stop thinking about the stranger’s note, especially since he hasn’t dropped another one ever since. I also couldn’t stop thinking about Keisha’s words when she’d seen me for the first time, and how she had called me a freak who was worse than her.

Blending these two different encounters gave me sleepless nights and worried me to no end.

At first, I tried to dispel Keisha’s words, thinking that they were simply the words of an aggressive ex who couldn’t stand the thought of seeing the man she loved with another woman, but as the days went by, they began to plague my mind more times than I could count.

They began to cement themselves into the back of my skull.

My hands shook as I tried to bring my cup of coffee to my mouth, but due to how violently they were shaking, I accidentally spilled the coffee on my blouse and winced loudly when pain bloomed on my skin.

“Careful, Leilani! Jesus!” Jarek rasped as he began to dab a wet wipe onto my skin to clean off the coffee running down my skin, and without a single thought running in his head, he unbuttoned my blouse and began to clean up the skin there until he froze.

And then… his eyes slowly met mine.

“I am so sorry!” He cried, a wild red blush spreading across his cheeks, his neck and the tips of his ears.

I looked down at myself too just then and scrunched up my face in embarrassment when I saw my lacy pink bra peeking out from under my unbuttoned blouse, and with shaky hands, I pulled my cloth together and whispered;

“Thank you.”

“I’m still very sorry. I wasn’t thinking. I was just trying to… you know, get it all out of your skin.”

His rosy face made me smile a little, but it didn’t stop the embarrassment now surging through my veins or quiet the voice in my head telling me that it wasn’t such a bad thing since he’s already apologized.

Jarek turned around quickly and covered his face in his hands, his voice small as he drawled; “You can cover up now, I can’t see you anymore.”

I rose to my feet and quickly buttoned up my blouse but as I did so, my hands wouldn’t stop shaking. It was so bad that it took me longer to get my shit together, and when I finally finished, I called out to him softly and said; “I’m done now.”

He spun around then, his eyes gentle yet filled with desire so great that it had my throat sticking together. His warm fingers brushed the hair out of my face as he asked;

“Are you okay?”

But how could I be?

How could I be when my life keeps jumping from one problem to another?

How could I be when I do not even know what I am anymore?

How could I be when just the thought of him has me on edge, and even until now, I do not know if I loved him or was just physically attracted to him?

A small smile spread across my face as I leaned closer to him. Closing my eyes, I drawled; “I am… not.”

“So tell me, what is it?” He responded, whilst cupping my face in his hands. The warmth sent jolts of electricity running down my spine, and heavens, I wanted him to touch me… to kiss me?

Do I really want him to kiss me?

Shrugging that thought away, I dragged in a lungful of air and said; “I feel weird these days.”

“How weird?” He asked and I shrugged before looking away from him, unsure of how to tell him what was really happening, especially since I’ve lied to him about it before.

“Leilani?” His voice snapped me out of my reverie and I looked up at him worriedly and said; “I shifted.”

He froze. But before he could say anything, I quickly began to explain;

“I know that I told you about going for treatment and therapy, and yes, I indeed went for them. The doctors said they could not find anything wrong with me and I found that strange. I also decided then and there to stop worrying about a stupid wolf because I didn’t want it to affect my view of life… but the past few days, it’s been acting out. My body has been undergoing some changes and I’m scared. I’m even more scared after I shifted three nights ago…”

“Three nights ago?” He cut in, sounding shocked and I could only nod because I was too nervous to talk.

“Three nights ago and you didn’t tell me about it?”

“I didn’t know how to say it. I don’t know, I’ve always felt—”

“Leilani, I think you’re overthinking… and I promise you that I’m not mad. I really am not.” He said gently but I didn’t miss the strange look in his eyes or the way his eyes roved my body slowly as if seeing me for the first time.

However, before I could allow my paranoia seep into my head, he pulled me into his chest and whispered; “Three nights ago, we had a full moon and I think that it’s part of what triggered your shift.”

I nodded. “Yes, also it was strange because I didn’t get to fully shift before I fainted, but I can remember seeing my silver furs… they were so beautiful.”

Jarek froze just then and pulled out of the hug to stare straight into my eyes. His voice was cold, almost grave as he asked;

“Silver fur?”

“Yes, silver fur. I’ve never seen anything like it. It was not a blend of silver and another color, it was just pure silver.” I answered excitedly, blissfully unaware of the small frown now creasing his forehead or the way his hands had dropped from my shoulders and he now stared at me with a look of horror.

He whispered; “Now, that’s strange, Leilani.”